Sweet Relief

The past few years whenever I have been rejected by a boy. The feeling that I have is mostly that of absolute relief. Now I don't know if it's just the natural feeling that comes about when it just wasn't right? Or maybe it's just the spirit manifesting itself to me in comfort. Or maybe it is just the near escape of a relationship, which is the thing that I fear the most in the world. Or maybe it's the combination of all 3. Either way, I feel awesome today. :) Sweet relief.